I don't even know what I'm doing

So, inside on a Saturday night. This has to be the first time in 4 months? Or so. The snow, that is yet to melt, is preventing me from going anywhere further than a 5 minute walk.
I stumbled round to the newsagents earlier, bought one of those long sherbet things (you know the ones I mean probably, they’re pink, blue and yellow) for 5p (bargain!), a Freddo for 16p (...whaaaa?!) and some Rainbow Drops for 35p. Surely that’s good; I’ve only spent 56p so far in February. Maybe the snow does have its high points; I haven’t bought a Starbucks Caramel Macchiato at all this week.
Anyway, Ravi was working in the shop today. (He is the boy whose parents own the newsagents; he is half Greek and half Italian and is one GORGEOUS 17 year old.) So I stayed and chatted with him for a while, he made me a lovely cup of tea and we talked about my love for Sky1’s Gladiators, his trip to Rough Trade in London in January and all the records he bought, my weekend trip to Paris with my best friend and her mother just before Christmas, the snow being so deep Ravi’s cat Dylan turned invisible when he stood in it, my plans to redecorate my room, and his university plans after he finishes his A-Levels this summer. It was nice, and he makes a mean cuppa, I’ll give him that.

I stumbled across this earlier today:
http://www.apollo-theatre.co.uk/current-show.htm
Times like this I wish I had the energy and/or enthusiasm to go and get my debit card and enter my details into an order form, but I'm trying to save my 'pocket money'. I love the theatre so much. It’s almost as good as the cinema. And Nigel Harman is in it. He is not only gorgeous but amazingly talented. Perhaps my parents will buy me a ticket....

I feel so lost tonight, I just watched ‘Total Wipeout’ with my parents. Very tempted to go up to my room and watch ‘I'm Not There’, or go down the corridor to the music room and write a song on the piano. But ‘Superbad’ is on, and I'm a sucker for a comedy with a nerdy guy, in this case Michael Cera. He is pretty hot. In a skinny, pale, geeky, ungelled hair kind of way.